Snake
A snake came to my water-trough
On a hot, hot day, and I in pajamas for the heat,
To drink there.
In
the deep, strange-scented shade of the great dark carob tree
I
came down the steps with my pitcher
And
must wait, must stand and wait, for there he was
At
the trough before me.
He
reached down from a fissure in the earth-wall in the gloom
And
trailed his yellow-brown slackness soft-bellied down,
Over
the edge of the stone trough
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom,
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness,
He sipped with his straight mouth,
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body,
Silently.
And rested his throat upon the stone bottom,
And where the water had dripped from the tap, in a small clearness,
He sipped with his straight mouth,
Softly drank through his straight gums, into his slack long body,
Silently.
And I, like a second comer, waiting.
He
lifted his head from his drinking, as cattle do,
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do,
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips,
And looked at me vaguely, as drinking cattle do,
And flickered his two-forked tongue from his lips,
And
mused a moment,
And stooped and drank a little more,
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels
Being earth-brown, earth-golden from the burning bowels
Of
the earth
On the day of Sicilian July, with Etna smoking.
On the day of Sicilian July, with Etna smoking.
The voice of my education said to me
He must be killed,
For in Sicily the black, black snakes are innocent,
The
gold are venomous.
You would take a stick and break him now, and finish him off.
But
must I confess how I liked him,
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet,
How glad I was he had come like a guest in quiet,
To
drink at my water-trough
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless,
Into the burning bowels of this earth.
And depart peaceful, pacified, and thankless,
Into the burning bowels of this earth.
Was
it cowardice, that I dared not kill him?
Was
it perversity that I longed to talk to him?
Was
it humility, to feel so honored?
I felt so honored.
I felt so honored.
And
yet those voices:
If
you were not afraid, you would kill him!
And
truly I was afraid, I was most afraid,
But
even so, honored still more
That he should seek my hospitality
From out the dark door of the secret earth.
That he should seek my hospitality
From out the dark door of the secret earth.
And lifted his head, dreamily, as one who has drunken,
And flickered his tongue like a forked night on the air, so black,
Seeming to lick his lips,
And looked around like a god, unseeing, into the air,
And slowly turned his head,
And slowly, very slowly, as if thrice a dream,
Proceeded to draw his slow length curving round
And climb again the broken bank of my wall-face.
And
as he put his head into that dreadful hole,
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders,
And as he slowly drew up, snake-easing his shoulders,
And
entered farther,
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing
A sort of horror, a sort of protest against his withdrawing
Into
that horrid black hole,
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly
Deliberately going into the blackness, and slowly
Drawing
himself after,
Overcame me now his back was turned.
Overcame me now his back was turned.
I picked up a clumsy log
And threw it at the water-trough with a clatter.
I
think it did not hit him,
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed
But suddenly that part of him that was left behind convulsed
In
undignified haste.
Writhed like lightning, and was gone
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front,
At which, in the intense still noon, I stared with fascination.
Writhed like lightning, and was gone
Into the black hole, the earth-lipped fissure in the wall-front,
At which, in the intense still noon, I stared with fascination.
I thought how paltry, how vulgar, what a mean act!
I despised myself and the voices of my accursed human education.
And I thought of the albatross
And I wished he would come back, my snake.
For he seemed to me again like a king,
Like a king in exile, uncrowned in the underworld,
Now due to be crowned again.
And so, I missed my chance with one of the lords
Of life.
And I have something to expiate:
A pettiness.
Taormina, 1923
Piano
Softly, in the dusk, a woman is singing to me,
Taking me back down the vista of years, till I see
A child sitting under the piano, in the boom of the tingling strings
And pressing the small, poised feet of a mother who smiles as she sings.
In spite of myself, the insidious mastery of song
Betrays me back, till the heart of me weeps to belong
To the old Sunday evenings at home, with winter outside
And hymns in the cozy parlor, the tinkling piano our guide.
So now it is vain for the singer to burst into clamor
With the great black piano appassionato. The glamour
Of childish days is upon me; my manhood is cast
Down in the flood of remembrance; I weep like a child for the past.
Taking me back down the vista of years, till I see
A child sitting under the piano, in the boom of the tingling strings
And pressing the small, poised feet of a mother who smiles as she sings.
In spite of myself, the insidious mastery of song
Betrays me back, till the heart of me weeps to belong
To the old Sunday evenings at home, with winter outside
And hymns in the cozy parlor, the tinkling piano our guide.
So now it is vain for the singer to burst into clamor
With the great black piano appassionato. The glamour
Of childish days is upon me; my manhood is cast
Down in the flood of remembrance; I weep like a child for the past.
Books of Poetry by D.H. Lawrence:
Love
Poems and Others (1913); Amores
(1916); Look! We Have Come Through (1917); New Poems (1918); Bay
(1919); Tortoises (1921); Birds, Beasts and Flowers (1923); Pansies
(1929). Books Published Posthumously: Nettles
(1930), Last Poems (1932), Collected Poems (1932), The Ship of
Death (1933), Poems (1939), Fire and Other Poems (1940), Complete
Poems (1957), Collected Poems (1964). Lawrence also wrote a dozen
novels: Sons and Lovers, The Rainbow,
Women in Love, Lady Chatterley’s Lover, to name just a few. He wrote plays,
letters, essays, literary criticisms and three volumes of short stories. He was
a painter as well.
D.H. Lawrence (September 11, 1885 - March 2, 1930)
Happy birthday, D.H.!
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