“Call me Ishmael… who against the proud gods and commodores
of this earth ever stands forth his own inexorable self…
“Captain Ahab stood upon his quarter-deck… he looked like a
man cut away from the stake, when the fire has over wasted all the limbs
without consuming them…
“All visible objects, man, are but as pasteboard masks. But
in each event—in the living act, the undoubted deed—there, some unknown but
still reasoning thing puts forth the moldings of its features from behind the
unreasoning mask… Sometimes I think
there’s naught beyond…
“Human madness is oftentimes a cunning and most feline thing.
When you think it fled, it may have but become transfigured into some still
subtler form…
“Is it that by its indefiniteness it shadows forth the
heartless voids and immensities of the universe, and thus stabs us from behind
with the thought of annihilation, when beholding the white depths of the Milky Way?
Or is it, that as in essence whiteness is not so much a color as the visible
absence of color, and at the same time the concrete of all colors; is it for
these reasons that there is such a dumb blankness, full of meaning, in a wide
landscape of snows—a colorless, all-color of atheism from which we shrink?
“And when we consider that other theory of the natural
philosophers, that all earthly hues—every stately or lovely emblazoning—the
sweet tinges of sunset skies and woods; yea, and the gilded velvets of
butterflies, and the butterfly cheeks of young girls; all these are but subtle
deceits, not actually inherent in substances, but only laid on from without; so
that all deified Nature absolutely paints like the harlot, whose allurements
cover nothing but the charnel-house within; and when we proceed further, and
consider that the mystical cosmetic which produces every one of her hues, the
great principle of light, forever remains white or colorless in itself, and if
operating without medium upon matter, would touch all objects, even tulips and
roses, with its own blank tinge—pondering all this, the palsied universe lies
before us a leper; and like willful travelers in Lapland, who refuse to wear
colored and coloring glasses upon their eyes, so the wretched infidel gazes
himself blind at the monumental white shroud that wraps all the prospect around
him. And of all these things the Albino whale was the symbol…
“We call life when a man takes this whole universe for a vast
practical joke, though the wit thereof he but dimly discerns, and more than
suspects that the joke is at nobody’s expense but his own. However, nothing dispirits,
and nothing seems worthwhile disputing. He bolts down all events, all creeds,
and beliefs, and persuasions, all hard things visible and invisible…
“And as for small difficulties and worrying, prospects of
sudden disaster, peril of life and limb; all these, and death itself, seem to
him only sly, good-natured hits, and jolly punches in the side bestowed by the
unseen and unaccountable old joker…
“All men live enveloped in whale-lines. All are born with
halters round their necks; but it is only when caught in the swift, sudden turn
of death, that mortals realize the silent, subtle ever-present perils of life…
“Now small fowls flew screaming over the yet yawning gulf; a
sullen white surf beat against its steep sides; then all collapsed, and the
great shroud of the sea rolled on as it rolled five thousand years ago.”
Melville, Herman. Moby Dick. Eds.
Harrison Hayford and Hershel Parker. New York: W.W. Norton & Company, Inc.,
1967.
Oh, how I hated Moby Dick. I developed a theory that no one had actually managed to read it since Melville wrote it - not even Herman himself, thus explaining its great need for editing. I soaked my copy in water, stuck a pencil in it and froze it, brought it to school the last day of Junior year, and had "Miby Dick on a Stick" all day. Then it thawed and I kicked it around the hallway near the Reber Center until it was formless.
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Dear Kate,
ReplyDeleteAn enmity comparable to Ahab’s monomania, and from a librarian too!